lilgmess0226

2 DAYS LEFT, MOTHA FUCKS!

2005-05-24T21:27:28Z

Today is May 24th, which means I have 2 days left to deal wit the bullshit at Sherwood. That place, well, I guess I'll miss certain aspects of it...some of the people...my homies. Ya know. But honestly, how many times did I try to transfer cuz of basketball, yall? Good Counsel, Barrie, Holy Cross, Magruder? The list continues...hahaha. Ehh whatever I'll miss Sherwood a lil. Other than that tho I really can't wait til Thursday is done. Being a senior, you have to get cleared by literally 37 different people. It's so annoying. And I'm fuckin lazy as hell, so the chances of that getting done before the last second is very unlikely.

This year has been kind of a hard one for me concerning different things, but the fact that I am going to be graduating on June 6th makes up for it a little bit. I expect most of yall to be there on Graduation Day. My girls at least.

Oooh what else...naw nothing. Soooo happy!!! :)

Survey, YOUUU FUCKS

2005-05-04T20:03:34Z

This is from L-Dizzle's...i steal all her shit. Holla.

"X" the ones that apply...

(X) been drunk
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
( ) been in love
(X) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(X) snuck out
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(X) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
( ) been to Europe
(X) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) cut yourself on purpose
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(X) seen someone die in real life
( ) been to Africa
( ) Slapped someone you love
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
( ) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) Thrown up in a bar(well it was by the bar in my basement, so i will therefore count it. hahaha)
( ) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a show
( ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) taken painkillers
(X) miss someone right now
( ) went to prom
( ) Bungee jumped
(X) have been to a pop concert
( ) have dated someone for a year or more
( ) sold naked pictures of yourself
(X) been in a car accident
( ) Slept in the nude
(X) eaten cheesecake
( ) had jury duty
(X) hated someone without knowing them
( ) been to Maine
( ) shot a real gun
( ) had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
(X) made out with someone within 5 days of meeting them
( ) done ecstasy
( ) gotten your ass kicked
( ) been caught smoking
( ) milked a cow
(X) got in a verbal fight
( ) lied one time in this survey
( ) Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
( ) Done something w/ a friends bf/gf
( ) Done something with a friends sibling
( ) Committed a major crime
(X) Dated someone older than you are
(X) Dated someone younger than you are
( ) Gotten in trouble w/ the cops (close...but no.)
( ) Run away
( ) Ever given someone a hicky
( ) Ever gotten a hicky
(X) Ever got super drunk
( ) Went skinny dipping
(X) Lied about where you're going
( ) Ever lied about your age
(X) Ever been pantsed
( ) Had mono.
( ) taken a shower with a member of the opposite sex
( ) had sex for more than 2 hours.

i officially haven't done anything. the end.

Guess WHO'S back?!?!?!??!?!?!

2005-05-04T00:47:37Z

Aight...it's official motherfuckers. I am back. I know you all have missed me immensely. And I just realized that this layout looks like some complete shit, but I dunno how to change it, so deal wit it. BITCHES...

Lemme see what's goin on in the life of THE Giavanna Messuri:

WHOLE BUNCHA SHIT. Today is May 3rd, 2005...and on May 26th, 2005...IT'S DONE. SHERWOOD HIGH SCHOOL...YOU ARE DONE. I am graduating a year early and thank the lord cuz I literally don't think I could stand another year. I already told everyone that on my last day I just might go INSANE to the point where no one will be able to contain me. Tears will be streamin the face, i'll be huggin some random kids, and then...i'm peacin the hell out. JUNE 6th= Graduation day aka the happiest day of my life...

Aside from that, I'm getting things together for college. New York. I'm not gonna lie, I'm nervous as hell. What the hell was my family thinking when they decided it would be okay to leave me up at St. John's in fuckin Queens, New York, by myself? Shit is bananas. I'll be aight tho.

Hmmm lemme see what else...oh yes, my lovely friends. E-dawg my bff: What are you gonna do without someone to walk you home next year after your drunken nites? Iono...maybe you'll chill with Dom. Dear God. HAHAHAHAHA. Jamizzle: Our road has been a long one. Since 2nd grade biotch. Many a crazy nites, crazy events, and all out cRAzyNeSS. L-Del: Officially knew that you would always be there for me. You are my hero. Dom is the new Tony. For real kid.

That was some random shit right there. BUT HEY. That's me.

Today is Tuesday. Tomorrow is Wednesday. One more day closer to Friday...and "the prize". Don't worry, I don't really know what "the prize" is. It's a metaphor cuz we all know, CRAZY shit happens on Friday nites. Especially if you're in the Messuri household. I tend to get verbal beatings every weekend by select members of my family. I think all of them have participated in the abuse except for Dommy cuz he def doesn't know what's goin on any nite of the weekend. Yall feel me? YEA YA DO. Oh and I made up a couple of rules for this weekend. 1.) If you drinkin a brewskie, throw that thing in a trashcan when youre done otherwise...GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY HOUSE. 2.) If you hookin up put a chair against the door, I'm not tryin to see yall like that, and if you don't...GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY HOUSE(or at least take it up to my room homies). 3.) If you throw up on my carpet...YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS. OUUUUUUT.

Aight dunzo, dawgs. Holla.

happy birthday mom...

2004-12-05T21:08:05Z

*Today is December 5th, Happy Birthday to my Mom...everyone loves you and misses you so much. Keep watching over us, angel. I will never forget a moment I spent with you. You will always be my best friend.*

weekend

2004-11-15T03:53:58Z

Aight pimps let's re-cap the weekend...

Friday nite I went out w/ Leah n Lee(aww such a cute lil ghetto Kennedy kid) hahahha. Umm we chilled in Olney n that's sooo gay. But apparently everyone else is gay too cuz so many people were jus chillin up there. Got hit on by these 2 dudes at Starbucks...askin me all these fuckin questions, they looked alright but like: i just wanted a damn frappaccino, i dont want to be bothered. Katie showed up at Starbucks too n saved me. I love my KAYTAY!!! I chilled wit Kay n we went on a lil drive. HAHHAHA. I left at 10 n went home cuz honestly, I was tired as fuck.

Saturday: During the day was sooo damn boring. Like I wasted all this gas cuz I jus drove around half the day...I'm such a loser. Went to lil Corey's, this kid my dad takes care of, birthday party at 4. I was the only person my age so I jus played with like 15 little kids the whole time. I won't lie...it was pretty tight. :-X. Actually half the time Tony, who also went, me n him sat in this kid's dad's sports room which is decorated wit all this Eagles memorabilia and watched college football. Then I got home at like 6:30 n I was screwed cuz me n Katie decided to go to the movies to see *insert movie name* which started at 7:15. Like I would actually tell u that I spent $8 to go see Polar Express...

Got ready in literally 20 minutes. Kay picked me up. Paid a lil visit to someone for like 5 minutes...then went to see that damn movie.

After the movies I went home n picked up Nina to go to Mcdonald's, but like...we wound up goin out to the Redland one cuz that's where Nina wanted to go. And I got in so much fuckin trouble cuz of this for some reason? Even tho I got home at around 10:30. I get home n my dad is literally waiting at the end of my driveway for me n then I see him mouth the words: Open window. now. And I'm like oh shit. Yea then he yelled at me. Cuz he thought I lied about where I was going, which is pretty messed up cuz I really did go to Mcdonald's. I just went to a different one. But oh my lord, my dad, little guy, but scary as shit when he's mad. But I fought back, like I always do. It's like I don't know when to shut the hell up sometimes. lol. My temper is bad.

Katie wound up comin back over on Saturday nite. Needed to have a lil "chat." Then she left n I went to sleep. The end.

Sunday I went to the Good Counsel football game. Stayed for the first half then left cuz it was like 28-0 n Kay n I were hungry. We needed some damn food. hahhaha. Left, got food, decided to come home. Ohhh yes, then what happened when I got home? I got ganged up on by my entire family. Except for Dom cuz Dommy never yells at me. Great kid right there. But I gotta say, my dad, Tony, n Mike were all yellin at me so bad but like: I can hold my own against 3 guys pretty well. Kept that thing going for a good 15 minutes. And then I started crying. And when I cry that means I won cuz the yelling stops. And I officially get the last word. Amazing strategy, I know. Actually I'm jus a wuss n I can't take it...but that's another story. I have a really bad temper tho, like I hit my door n I hurt my wrist. I shouldn't do that. But they were being mean to me. I don't get a temper with anyone unless it's my family or it's a basketball coach...iono what it is with those two things. But whatever.

Goddammit tomorrow is Monday n i'm screwed cuz I just realized that like I'm more tired now then I was goin into the weekend. Which is really bad cuz we have another full week of school my friends.

lilgmess0226 @ 2004-11-10T19:52:00

2004-11-11T01:14:14Z

Uhhhhh hold on a sec cuz I honestly can't remember anything that happened today.....

Wait......

Ok I got it.

So today when I got to school...sooo damn cold...I am soooo dumb. Feels like it's straight up about to snow or something, but I walk into Sherwood without a coat on. I was thinkin that a 2 minute walk from my car wouldn't be all that bad, but HOLY SHIT. Just had to say that for some reason.

Everything was real boring today. Except when I told everyone that I was planning to fight Mr. Laughner aka Mel about my grade in pre-cal w/ analysis. I have him 4th period, right before lunch so I told everyone that I planned to fight him on my grade all during lunch if I had to. Sooo I go up to him at the end of class, fight lasted ohhhh 30 seconds. I lost. I'm such a little bitch. And therefore am getting a fuckin 3.5 gpa. I think I'll still have a 4.2 weighted or something, but I'm so damn pissed anyway. This just does not happen to me. Alright I'll stop whining...

Lunch...ummm Katie- "I don't like being jabbed." HAHAHAHAAHA. I'm done with that one. And uhh no comment. ;-)

Rest of the day was.....gay. And I'm done. Cuz I gotta finish studyin for med careers. PEACE.

Thursday...

2004-11-05T04:35:30Z

Considering I'm still sick, and I feel like I can't move, I was able to spend much of my day in my bed...thinking...and thinking some more. Which is usually really bad. Jamie knows that when I think it often turns bad. God...being smart...it's absolutely horrible. lol. Like there can literally be absolutely nothing going on in my life, but if I get this large amount of time to jus think about things, I create problems in my head. Today tho, majorly different story...

Best thing to do when you're sick (well if you're a girl...not if you're a guy unless you know you like this too, then go for it): I jus literally thought of every possible hot guy in the entire world. Like I thought about ummm Paul Walker, James Lafferty, Keanu Reeves, James Franco...all sexy ass actors. Then I thought about Derek Jeter, Quentin Richardson, Dante Hall, oh Willis McGahee is pretty bangin as well, ya kno Kyle Boller, and Tyler Jones(cept gotta keep that on the downlow b/c i'll be goin to school w/ him next year)...all fuckin hot athletes. Then I thought about those fellas that live right here in the big O, but trust me... that list is quite short. Like VERY short. lol. And I would drop a name or name(s), which ever one you think it is, but that's jus not my style. lol. And I didnt think about that too long cuz I would jus get in trouble...thinkin bout some naughty things...
0:-) And oh shit..you're reading this aren't you??? My BAD.

So after all that fantasizing ehh I mean...thinking...I was still sick n all, but at least I was in a lil better mood. HA.

And on that note! Tomorrow is Friday! What that means I'm not sure b/c I don't even kno if I'll be allowed to go out since I'm sick...but ya kno...ya'll could always DROP BY MY HOUSE BITCHES. I would love it. Or maybe I won't. Gotta see what kinda mood I'm in. I can be a moody little bitch sometimes.

Anyway, Tony is about to lynch my ass if I don't go watch some basketball. Lataaaa! ***the one n only...Unit***

fun wednesday...yay.

2004-11-04T17:41:42Z

Sooo last nite I went to sleep after watchin election stuff for the whole nite. Kerry lost unfortunately. :-( And I felt really really sick before I went to bed. I woke up around 4am...Michael Meyers is one CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER. lol. And see I can laugh about this because not many people know what I'm talking about, but in actuality...it's not funny at all. And I love how yall laugh it off with me HA HA HAHAHAHAAA NO! I kno he's not real you fucks, how old do I look...5? Try having nightmarees about him tho. YEA. Not so funny now! Erin believes me. That's cuz Erin is my girrrl. And I dont lie...ever. Never told a lie in my life. lol. The weird thing is that the Halloween movies don't even scare me n everyone knows it takes a hell of a lot for me to get scared. I really think it's because whenever I watch them it's by myself n I need a guy to watch them with. AKA pounce on/jump their bones/i mean hold their hand... ;-) ;-) ;-) Oh good lord why do I even waste my time? No one wants to volunteer? Thought so. I'm destined to be alone...forever n ever cuz I'm quite unattractive. Damn...that was such a horrible lie right there. But I never lie...jus remember that folks.

I got up at 6am...like normal n I was gonna go to school but I decided: I'm too damn weak to even drive so how's that gonna be possible? So I stayed home n wound up sleeping the entire day. Have some serious backpain n headache to go along with the weakness. At least I kno it's jus the flu tho..so I'll be alriiight. Thanks Jamie. Flu giver. Sike kid...i love ya.

I got absolutely killed today by all the Bush lovers. Thanks guys. Love you too. You made my fuckin day. xoxoxo. Oh n thanks for the phone call Erin. I was patiently waiting all nite for it. You personally...made...my...day.

All I'm sayin tho...I better be feelin better by Friday. Isn't Sherwood playin Magruder? They are. Nevermind. I'm not going to that game. Sherwood people n Magruder people in one place = probly someone gettin in a fight n some drama. Could be funny tho. Still...why go? We all know Sherwood will lay a beatdown on Colonel Sanders. <----good one cuz ya kno "COLONELS". Fuck you I'm sick. I don't know what I'm talking about. Funny thing tho...Ill be nice n say Sherwood is pretty good at football. And if they're gonna kill Magruder which they will...that makes Magruder fuckin horrible. Trust me. They are horrible, I've seen them play before. Wow...I jus realized that I'm like a little kid the way I jump from thought to thought. Politics to ...talkin about a pop warner version of a football game. Magruder is soooo bad.

Sooo in conclusion...lemme get back to some politics! I'm still pissed about that MAN who is going to be our LEADER?!?! for the next 4 years. I'll support him, but let me just say: Don't fuck up. Or I will personally have to regulate on a bitch. lol. ~*G*~

lilgmess0226 @ 2004-11-01T22:18:00

2004-11-02T03:50:25Z

Sooo uhhh it's a 4 day weekend. Friday somethin unbelievable happened...

Ok so Sherwood had it's final home game of the season against Paint Branch n I didn't go. Yea...G stayed home for the first time on a Friday nite in about a year. Wow. It was good tho cuz i was ridiculously tired, but afterward I kinda realized that not only was it the final home game but it was also quite possibly the final home game for me as a Sherwood student. Whoops. My bad.

Saturday nite I had some people over. Crazy stuff. No further details on that one.

Sunday was Halloween. I was about to not even go out cuz I was STILL tired, but uhh I decided to go to Sarah's party for at least a lil bit cuz everyone was goin. Kinda boring for me...cept I have to admit: finding the lost key that opened the handcuffs of Michele n Lindsay was soooo damn funny. HAHAHA. Left that thing at 9:30. And I got home assuming I had actually escaped the verbal beating from my brother from what happened Saturday nite cuz he hadnt said anything to me...Apparently I was VERY wrong on that one. He hit me with it as soon as I walked in the door of my house. Like that shit was completely planned out or somethin...And of course I fought back like I always do. Cuz I am what some might call: hardheaded. Oh and you might call it "stupid" as well. In the end tho...

YEA no one is ever allowed in my house again according to Tony unless your name is Leah, Erin, or Zach. And if you fall outside of that "circle of trust" as he calls it(he stole that shit from Meet the Parents, but Ill let him continue to believe that he didnt. lol.), n are not included as one of those 3 people, apparently you have to like work to gain his trust? Somethin like that. Yea I kinda stopped listening after the first hour of yelling ended. Whoops again.

Monday, which would be today I think? Yeaaa. Umm I woke up around 12 which was great. :-) And talked on the phone with...shit...ohhh yea Katie. Went to the mall tonite n then Roy Rogers to get a Chicken GoldRush Sandwich. yum. That was literally the highlight of my day. Wow I'm sad. Came home n now I'm watchin MNF. JETS are winning. I don't really like them n Chad Pennington: He doesn't really do it for me. I swear that's all I think about...lol.

Uhhh so ima go watch the end of the game n then go to sleep. love youuu! xoxoxoxoxxoxoxo. *****Gia Marie*****

G's BOREEEEEEEEEEDDDDDD!

2004-10-27T21:07:25Z

stolen from the one the only Leah Delsack. n i cant figure out how to bold things cuz im a dumbass so...

STAR the ones that Apply to you...lol...

I own binoculars.
My hair brush is purple.
*My room looks like a tornado hit it.
*When I was little I used to collect beanie babies.
When I was little I used to collect acorns.
I like the song Hey Ya.
*I dont believe in chain letters.
I like to rake leaves in the Fall.
*I am a winter baby.
I wish I was older then I am now.
I eat squid.
I have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
*I wear make up all the time. (pretty much....)
*My hair is its natural color. (do i kno what my natural color is? nope. lol)
I want a golf cart.
I like to play soccer.
I like to build igloos in the snow.
I like Sugarcult.
I want a convertible.
I like to write poems.
I eat popcorn at the movies.
I go to the movies at least 2 times a week.
*I believe in angels. (mommyyy!)
I have a dog.
I go camping.
I dress up at Halloween.
*I wanna be a teacher.
I like the color gray.
Social Studies, History, or World Cultures is my least favorite subject.
I go to a private school.
I am a cheerleader.
*I like carebears.
*I sleep to 12 in the summer and on weekends.
*I like Cameron Diaz.
I have seen the movie 8 Crazy Nights at least 3 times.
My moms name is Patricia.
*I am a SHOP-O-HOLIC.
*I hate to read.
I believe in love at first sight.
I like to wear black.
I love to skateboard.
I like to surf.
*I rent movies all the time.
*I like surveys.
*My favorite day of the week is Friday.
*I have blonde hair.
I am a brunette.
*I am boy CrAzY. (yeehaw...lucky fellas ;-)!)
I like horses.
I have a hermit crab.

Have you ever..

Smoked Pot? no.
Kissed Someone? yes.
Did a Cartwheel? yes.
Kissed in the rain? mmmmhmmm. good stuff. :-)
Had a pedicure? nah...manicure dawg.
Played tennis? uh huh.
Swam in a thunderstorm? yes.
Surfed? nooope.
Drank strawberry milk? yep.
Been to California? no.
Been to Flordia? no.
Been out of the country? no.
Played strip poker? does last weekend count? hahahaha...nevermind...
Played regular poker? yea.
Climbed a tree? yes.
Broken an arm? no.
Broke a mirror? yes...locker mirror in like 7th grade. no wonder...the bad luck is still continuing! lol.
Punched someone? not seriously.
Ate Paper? nah chief...
Failed a test? yea.
Skipped school? nope.
Been out to dinner without your parents? yes.
Driven without a license? yes.
Stolen something over $30? no.
Been to Walt Disney World? nah...over Christmas i might be tho! :-)
Watched porn? who do i look like: Leah Delsack?
LIstened to nysnc? but of course...
Played Spin the Bottle? yea.
Drank Beer? yes, tastes like crap aka i gotta be pretty drunk to drink it.
Been to six Flags? yeaaaa.
Watched MTV Video Clash? no.

k done. Tomorrow is Thursdayyyy...almost Friday...im happyyyy! cya laterrr!

Tuesday.

2004-10-26T20:05:45Z

Today...

Had a test in Med careers. Wasnt too bad, but everyone needs to stop being retarded n just get the damn 80% that you need to get so we dont have to take this test for a 6th time. Good...god.

Pre-Cal w/ Analyis test was alright. Cept Mel(aka Mr. Laughner) decides that each time we have a test he can punk out n not come to school so he doesnt have to hear us bitch about how hard it is. Then we dont get extra time when we need it. But anyway....

Uhhh the rest of the day? Drama as usual with everything. Can't people jus stop bein gay for like 2 seconds? HAHAHA. Wait. I CAUSED IT TODAY. Ill just not talk ever again. Siiiike.

Only thing I can think about right now is Leah tellin me the *Cry Me A River* story today: "Cry, cry...your whole family cry. Build a bridge...get over it, get over it." HAHAHAHAHAAA. I probly just got that allll wrong Leah!!! Sooo funny tho!!! And also this one goes out to Leah as well: I was sittin in Anatomy today n I just randomly start laughin outta nowhere cuz I start thinkin about u grabbin the Gatorade Bottle yesterday n chuggin that thing. HAHA..HA..HA..HA...ehh I just realized I'm a loser.

But I needa go do homework n I think me n Del might go out to dinner or something. What a great kid. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

MONDAYYYYY

2004-10-26T02:05:17Z

I woke up this morning...sucked. Sooo freakin tired n i definitely didnt wanna go to school. I was about to jus be like screw it, but then I sat there n had this voice in my head aka my mom yellin at me if i didnt go. Woman follows me everywhere. hahaha. Sooo i stuck it out.

The day was soo damn boring. I felt like I was about to fall asleep for 6 straight hours. I was sooo happy tho cuz I got my 3 page paper back in english n I got a 95% on it n I didnt even read the book! Quite proud of myself for that one. Everyone kept talkin bout goin to my house for homecoming...glad yall had fun n I hope I was entertaining. I do try. ;-)

Sooo I drove my two fave people home today as always aka Nina n Leah. Me n Del went to 7-11 like always: "Just finished Darren's Dance Grooves(chug, chug, chug)." HAHAHAHAHA. SOOOOO funnyyyy!

Came home n did homework like usual n played some bball...all by my lonesome. :-(

The end...gotta go study now. much love.

what a weekend

2004-10-25T00:14:01Z

Soooo had a pretty good time this weekend.

Friday nite was homecoming football game. Almost froze my ass off...like always. It was a verrrry good time tho. VERY good.

Saturday was homecoming. Woke up at 9 to go get nails done w/ Katie. How funny were the people there?!?! hahhaha. Makin fun of Katie. Yes. Always great. Uhhh so then went n got my hair done. Looked very good. It was all down, n just loose curls all over. Uhhhh then iono kinda sucked that I got it done so early on in the day cuz I couldn't take a nap or anything but whatever. Went to Katie's to get ready. Took her forever to do her hair...hahha sooo funny. Ummm Zach n Keifer came around 7. We took pictures n of course got held up by Tony who took forever to come over n take pictures. But i love him anyway. Ill probly develop pics this week n have Leah put em online for me. But I'm pretty lazy so I wouldnt bet on it. Went to freakin Hunan Delight for dinner. That was interesting. Zach gave me a fuckin umbrella for my corsage from a shirley temple. Yeaaa. Hahaha.

So finally get to the dance. What the hell time was it? I swear it was like 9:30 n that thing started at 8. So we were only 1 1/2 hours late. Dance was alright. I mean, nothin great. I am extremely sore now tho. My legs are killin me. Felt like I just ran a damn marathon.

Get back to my house around 12. Rack of people come over. Should I name them all? Hmmmm...let's not. Umm but all I can say is: I dont understand why yall talked shit bout the Woodchuck Cider. I thought it was good. I remember me at one point saying: Whoa this is pretty weird, I'm drinking an animal. I havent a clue what I was talking about. And I'm gonna say this again. I cant be that drunk if I answer all of those questions. "Go ahead, ask me a question." Hahaha I think I said that like 25 times last nite. And I remember a certain someone saying: "Umm dont worry...Gia always does this." Yea..hes right. HAHAHA. No one takes me seriously!!! :-( And also I gotta say that everyone was sooo damn funny. I think I said some pretty dumb shit. HAHAHA ohhh I just remembered how everytime we spilled somethin on the floor which happened approxamitely 18 times...I grabbed an entire new roll of paper towels each time. And just threw the whole thing on it. "Gia, what the hell are you doing?!?!?!" Ohh Caitlin...I remember. And I also remember that everytime someone went up to Erin n started talkin to her I would say: "Back off that's my girl!!!" HAHAHAAA. And I fell outta a chair. It hurt. lol.

damn...there was sooo much more that happened. but im soooo tired now. sooo maybe ill write later. byeeee!

It's been awhile...

2004-09-29T23:00:07Z

It has been a hella long time since I've written anything, obviously because there has been just so much goin on in my life...

Everyone knows by now that on September 6th my mom passed away suddenly in her sleep. Been thru the story so many times with everyone and I'd rather not get into it again, so all I'll say is...worst day of my life. Hands down.

I now kno however, that i truly can handle ANYTHING...

It has been weird getting used to life without my mom. My house seems so quiet now b/c she truly was the energy and excitement that kept us all going everyday. But I look at this way: Every change requires getting used to. And this one is certainly going to be a challenge.

Been tryin to do things to keep my mind off the situation. Gonna try to play basketball again...which is sure to be weird if it does happen cuz it's been awhile. School has been tough. It's pretty hard for me to concentrate sometimes b/c so much is floating thru my head.

My friends...what can I say to explain how amazing they have been? Every step of the way they've been there and I love them.

Overall...everything is alright right now. Other shit has happened other than my mom's death that has upset me, but ya kno, I'm strong I'll get over it and I'll be fine. Like always: what other choice do I have? I already had a broken heart from losing my mom. So what is it that someone else could possibly do: make it more broken?! mmmm no. not possible right now. It's completely broken already.

But anyway, that's it for now.

love youuuuuuu. ~*~Gia~*~

Friday Nite!!!

2004-09-04T04:07:37Z

Alright so school today was boring, but tonite...turned out to be pretty goood. Sooo I picked up Nina, then met Jamie, and we went to the beginning of the Sherwood game. It was alright, kinda boring. No Tyler. :-( so I called Zach to tell him I was goin up to the Magruder game. Got there, found Zacharyyy, and wound up chillin with him for most of the time. Ohhhh and I met Ams. Chill guy. Introduced myself to a couple of fellas as well. Cuz thats what I do...Of couuuurse. But they all hate me. HAHAHAA.

Oh and tonite I also hit a rabbit. It ran right across the road into the path of my car. There was nothing I could do...he was helpless. HAAHAHA. I mean uhhhh...sad day.

Tomorrow is Saturday!!! get to sleep late...yes.

lilgmess0226 @ 2004-09-02T18:45:00

2004-09-03T00:26:49Z

surveyyy! i think i'm the most bored person alive...

1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME? Gia Messuri!
2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? black sweatpants...reeeeelaxin.
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? radio..."She Will Be Loved."
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER? 5646
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? uhh chicken
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? any light blue color
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? cool, nice.
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Katie
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? eyes, smile
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? yeaa Rebecca...but we have no classes together this year.
:-(
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? good, tired, stressed, ready for the weekend.
12. FAVORITE DRINK? diet coke. ahhh.
13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? strawberry daquiris or mudslides. mike's will do too. ;-)
14. FAVORITE SPORTS? basketball, but i like everything.
15. HAIR COLOR? blond
16. EYE COLOR? greenish/bluish. honestly i dont kno. theyre weird.
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yea, when i'm not feeling lazy.
18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? Tony 22, Mike 21, Dominic 20.
19. FAVORITE MONTH? Februaryyy
20. FAVORITE FOOD? type...Italian.
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Shawshank Redemption. Goood movie.
22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? my birthday or christmas
23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? ill save that for the fellas...it's just more appealing when the guy does it.
24. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS BETTER? scary.
25. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer.
26. HUGS OR KISSES? depends on the person i suppose...
27. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? relationships.
28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? vanilla.
29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? to this? uhhh not really?
30. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? ...
31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? ...
32. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? i live in a house lol. ohh yea my mom and dad are here too. and Tony is living here for this year cuz of his job, but then hes goin to law school. and the other two always come home. yea. damn...thats probably confusing.
33. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? "A Lesson Before Dying". for English.
34. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? nothing. its just blue.
35. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? monopoly. im horrible, but i cheat well! steal from the bank.
36. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? homework, talked to people online.
37. FAVORITE SMELLS? mmm i like vanilla.
38. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? more sleeeep...

ahhh need to go study!!! byeeee. ;-)

lilgmess0226 @ 2004-09-02T16:09:00

2004-09-02T20:34:05Z

"HAHAHA GIA'S PASSED OUT!"

First words I heard all day. Yea, so I walk into 1st period and I was the first in there, so I sprawled out on my desk and decided to sleep for a few minutes...So a bunch of people start walkin in, then Katie DAVIS walks in and yells that. Sooo funny. Yea I popped my head up for like 2 seconds while everyone laughed at me, then I was like: Screw this, goin to sleep again. That class, damn it's great. Me, DAVIS, Jamie, Cody HYSELL, and Brittany SCHREC...some funnnn times. HA.

Rest of the day was...uneventful.

Came home. Did homework. I wrote a journal entry for Anatomy & Physiology...not very good. Probably will wind up writing it over again. Fun.

Anyway...2 quizzes to study for tonite. Tomorrow is Fridayyy tho. Good stuff. And that's it.

Damn...today REALLY was boring.

lilgmess0226 @ 2004-09-01T20:20:00

2004-09-02T00:38:36Z

Something was really weird today. Tell me why I payed attention for literally every second of every class...that has never happened before. At the end of the day I was like: whoaaaa. 6th period tho, sooo funny: Me, Aly, and Aviana. Answered every single question today and by the end of it our teacher was like wait a minute whoa whoa WHOA...what are your names? I kno she's gonna try and get us to switch out.

What else is new?

Ohh during lunch...I realized that I was a petifile. But its all good...Katie is too. lol.

Tomorrow's thursday...only 2 days left!!! 2 quizzes on Friday tho in Med. Careers & Pre-Cal w/ Analysis(anyone wanna help me with that one? yea im serious). Blowin me.

SEE you laterrr! ;-)

lilgmess0226 @ 2004-08-31T18:42:00

2004-08-31T22:52:58Z

I'm so tired right now I'm about to collapse. School sucked today. Nothing bad happened, it just sucked. First 3 periods of the day: Med. Careers and Anatomy & Physiology were good. Only shit that actually interested me all day. Then freakin Pre-Calculus w/ analysis 4th...my teacher...I just wanted to burst out laughing at him the entire time. I did at one point. Man makes noooo sense. HA. He's a former Sherwood coach and so I felt the whole time it was like he was telling us about some big play in a game for each math problem, he was practically yellin out the problems giving play by play. I was half expecting at the end of it for him to let out a big: GO GET EM TEAAAAM!!! Rest of the day...yea...easy. I got to color in Honors Modern World today. Yea...I'm definitely no longer in an AP history class anymore...kids were confused about the directions. Pick up a colored pencil, and color the damn thing dumbass. Yea so then I came home with a ridiculous amount of homework. All of it was easy as hell, but it was just time consuming. And I'm tired now. :-(

only 3 more days til it's Friday!!!

and we're back...

2004-08-30T22:03:53Z

Today was the first day back at that lovely school known as Sherwood. So my day started out really...bad. It started off when I left my house to go to school like 2 minutes later than I normally do and figured: oh well it'll be fine. Uhhh...no. Traffic was soooo bad I thought I was gonna go crazy and when I finally got to school, almost late, I go into the parking lot and see: YAY. There are no parking spots left. Yea so where the fuck am I supposed to put my damn car? Under a tree? Finally found a spot: Farthest space in the lot from the entire school, last row, last space in the row, dead corner. Sucked. Then so I walk in and have no time to see where my homeroom is, so I just go with Katie and Kim cuz they're always in the same one as me. Walk in, and I realize I'm in the wrong room. I was like uhhh wait...SHIT. Mr. Laughner, my math teacher laughed at me. Yea, it was real funny jackass. So, got my schedule and locker. All very fun things. Then the weirdest thing happens...

I see Jamie and HOLY SHIT. We have 4 classes together. Unbelievable...So yea after that was established. The day started.

Periods 1 & 2- Medical Careers. Jamie's in there. Ms. Goodwin loves me already cuz she had my brother Mike and he's a freakin genius. I think she assumes I am too(she'll soon learn the truth). Middle of class she starts asking about my brothers and that turned into a long ass conversation. But anyway...should be a fun class cuz that stuff is interesting to me. Only thing that blows is that there are like 3 guys in the entire class. I hate that. I thought there was a glimmer of hope for a guy to be in there when she told us that there were kids from Magruder coming to take the class. Sooo yea 4 girls from Magruder walk in, 0 guys. Fuckin sucked.

Period 3- Anatomy & Physiology. Jamie...again. Learning the same shit as Med. Careers so should be easy. HA. Let's look at the class numbers: Ummmm 5 juniors, 25 seniors. yay. Steve CAPORALETTI is in there...should be fun.

Period 4- Pre Cal w/ Analysis. Mr. Laughner...he used to be my brother's basketball coach at Sherwood...that should speak for how great of a teacher he's gonna be right off the bat. The man used about 5 analogies involving sports and math today. Funny stuff. Greatest line had to have been, "I have a big temper, but I will probably never physically harm any of you." Uhh probably? Gave us a worksheet to do in that period to brush up on the Algebra skills...yea...can't do half of it. Joy of joys for that one.

Lunch is 5th. Katie gave me this card she bought me. So cute. Thought I was gonna cry. Me and her walk around all lunch. Talk to Bryan and TJ....love em. Then someone starts yelling my name at one point: Kevin Hale. Asked that little bitch for my CD player....of course he didn't bring it, and I kno this because as soon as I asked him he sprinted like hell down the hallway. And I wasnt about to go running after him cuz the school was so hot today, I couldn't afford to get myself anymore heated. Thought I was gonna die of heat stroke allll day. Brent screamed for me too. that was hot...fuckin random tho.

Period 6- Honors Modern World. Umm so yea I have a class in a portable. That means that I expect it to pour rain everyday at the exact time when I walk outside...cuz shit like that happens to me. Walked in & the first thing I think is: Am I in the right class? cuz I walked in right away and I realized I was definitely the smartest person in there. Which ya kno that's good and all except for the fact that I will be answering every question cuz the other kids are all retarded. My teacher asked a question about the Ottoman Empire today and if anyone knew it...So I expect like a bunch of people to raise their hands. Yea I was the only person. Had me explain that shit too. At that moment I knew it was one of those classes: The teacher is talking to everyone, but really it's just me and her cuz the rest of kids have no idea what's going on.Easy A...the end.

Period 7- Food trends. Cook food...yes. Stacked class: Jamie, Kathleen, Steve CAP, Russell, Gabrielle, ohhh and this senior dude who used to hit on me last year is in there too. Dream come true for him I guess. He is kinda cute tho...I'll give him that. Oh so I sat behind CAP in that class. He threw this thing at my head 4 times during the period. 1 time it was all silent and he hit me square in my face...scared me so much I almost knocked my desk over, and let out a scream. People looked at me. I was embarrassed. :-( Then I took a pen and drew all over him...he deserved that shit. I dont kno why he was complaining...I could have stabbed him with it if he would have enjoyed that more.

Period 8- Honors English. Mr. Deitchman...what a good guy. Not gonna get into it, but greatest line from him came when he said, "How can u both suck and blow at the same time?" First day. Great stuff. Yea so the only person in that class is Nina. I'm gonna be bored.

Day ended. Pretty alright day all around. Have some people in my classes that will keep me interested. All I'm gonna say tho is...0 hot guys in a single class of mine. I knew that shit would happen. Damn I mean, you might not be the smartest dude in the world, but what could it hurt to take an honors class every once in a while if youre getting a bad grade in an on level class? Your grade won't be improved or anything, but at least I'll stay satisfied for 50 minutes a day. Or maybe more...And I've also realized something else as well: There are only like 5 hot guys in Sherwood total. It's really disappointing to me. Those scarce few are bangin but how I often do I see them? for like 5 minutes a day? Yea...that's it I'm not gonna bitch anymore...

Gotta do it again tomorrow.

And it all comes to an end...

2004-08-29T22:26:29Z

Thanks to everyone who made my summer, one that I will never forget. I love you guys!

I could go on about each of the things that happened and everyone who was there with me during those times, but it would take a book for me to write down everything and I need to save my brain space for tomorrow. On that note...

Since school IS starting tomorrow, we all know what that means...

Gia & Katie walking through Sherwood, not talking to anyone else because we're straight up BITCHES. That was a joke. We DO talk to other people...just not girls. HAHAHAA.

Oh and it also means, since we won't have any classes together: Jamie I will see you on Friday nite!

DAMN. Can't wait to share my thoughts tomorrow. Should be interesting...

it's the last saturday nite!!!

2004-08-29T09:23:59Z

Wow, do you know what time it is? 4:30am and I am STILL awake. So tonite was, well, interesting. Started it off by going out with Jamie for a little while. Then I came home and at about 11:30 I decided to go to Leah's cuz she was having people over and I wanted to see some certain individuals for the last time this summer...honestly, some of em, I don't kno when I'll actually see em next which kinda sucks. It was a pretty good time, except for the part when Erin & I got in trouble. Long story. So I came home at like 1 and managed not to get grounded. Called Katie and was on the phone with her for awhile. Then I decided at like 2:30: I'm gonna start typing my final copy for the summer reading assignment. That kinda sucked. Took me two hours to type the damn thing because I couldn't figure out how to make columns on the computer and I only finished one book....which means tomorrow: still 1 to type out! fun.

time for sleepy.

goodnite!!!

new surveyyy!

2004-08-27T17:21:33Z

i'm bored and this one is a quickie(from Rebecca!) so i'm gonna do it...

FAVORITE:

Month: February...my birthday and Valentine's Day...great month.

Food: Italian.

Car: Silver Merecedes Benz. Yea, never gonna happen.

Store: Forever21 & Abercrombie

T.V Show: One Tree Hill. Has my two favorite things- hot dudes and basketball.

Sport: basketball!

Number: 10...dime baby. ;-)

Subject: physics, biology, & chemistry. liked em all. basically any science.

Place: New York City!

Type of Weather: warm, but not too hot.

Animal: uhh i dont really kno.

Band: well I like my G-Unit and I'm liking Maroon 5 lately.

Color: light blue

Movie: How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days. classic. story of my life...cept for ya kno..the ending lol.

Cosmetic Company: Sephora

Sports Team: St. John's basketball & Carolina Panthers football!

Electric Appliance: ha uhh...computer.

Game: Mario...original.

Type of guy: uhh nice, smart, funny, cute. lookswise- i've been told that i'm picky by a lotta people...but i don't have a specific type. maybe HOT?

Commercial: Cheezit's one where the guy walks in on his girl who is crying cuz she's watchin a chick flick, then he walks upstairs and she rips open the box of Cheezit's and turns back on the game that she was watching. love it.

Disney Character: Donald Duck

Ice Cream Flavor: vanilla

Letter of the Alphabet: G cuz of my name I guess?

Kind of Jewelry: earrings

Accessory: belt

that's it! goin to watch USA vs Argentina now. lata.

lilgmess0226 @ 2004-08-23T14:07:00

2004-08-23T18:52:48Z

Ready for Gia to get all philosophical again? Well here it goes...

I'm in a pretty good mood today, which is surprising considering we have, what? a week before we go back to school? So as I'm sitting here I'm thinking back on all of the things that have happened this summer and it has hit me just how much has occurred in such a short period of time. It's weird because the way I look at it, each month has brought me something new and has resulted in a change in my life. June was a month for me that I can sum up in only one word: Happy. During that entire month I cannot think of a moment where I was feeling down, upset, or unhappy. I met some amazing people at the beginning of this month, one in particular, that in turn, made me feel the best I ever have in my life. Then July came. July: I can't even use a word to describe that month. I will say however, that I experienced both some good and bad times. A couple of decisions I made during that month were ones that I wish I could go back and correct, but I know that I can't. With that, I had to take the consequences for certain things that I did. I realized however, in the end, even if something is not entirely your fault, that people make mistakes and you just have to hope you can be forgiven. That month wasn't all horrible(most of it), but not all of it. During July, I grew closer to some people that I know will be there for me no matter what. And that...I am grateful for. August, this month, finally came. Again, words can't really describe this month for me. The friendships that have grown for me have continued as this month has progressed. Despite this being true, I still feel that while I am completely satisfied with the people that have come into my life, something is missing...which brings me back to June. All of the times that have passed from July through til this very day can't come close to the feeling I had during that month. In the end, I don't know if I will be lucky enough to have that feeling returned again...but I can only hope it will.

lilgmess0226 @ 2004-08-21T23:28:00

2004-08-22T04:35:10Z

Today was good. I went to the mall by myself, which was really great actually. It was good to have some time alone cuz that hasn't happened lately. I used to be the type of person who was really really happy when I was by myself, and I didn't need people around me to feel good. Lately tho, like this past year, it's been this consistant thing where I need to always be out and with friends. It's been like whenever I feel upset about something or have a problem in my life, I'll try to ignore it by just going out somewhere. And believe me...I love my friends to death, but sometimes I think it's really important to just be by yourself, to give yourself time to think, where you don't have people telling you what you should and shouldn't do involving different things in your life. I mean don't get me wrong...I like to hear advice from people sometimes regarding different things, but other times it's just that I need to figure things out by myself and even if I might make a bad decision, I kno in the end that I made a decision that was true to who I am. Also, I think that by trying to mask the problems by ignoring them only hurts me more in the end because i don't give myself a realistic view on things that might not turn out the way I want them to. So today was a good day for me because I got to relax, think about everything, and take everything in. I made some decisions in the last month or so that might come back to hurt me in the end, and it will hurt me, but I have to go with what I feel and hope for the best. And if things don't work out the way I want them to, I'll kno I did the most I possibly could to make things work.